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The Gardener

by Abraham Sarache

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1.
One night for you to fly away For leaving behind your pain Forget the reasons No time for you to think about If it’s wrong or if it’s right Just let it be. Just in silence You’re melting my skin In the darkness Your eyes of fire guide me, right? Just in silence Ashes of my body loving you Just in silence Burning me, burning me alive. So lost in this game So lost everywhere So lost inside of you So lost I can’t believe that you can read my body Like a funny old-fashioned book. Just in silence You’re melting my skin In the darkness Your eyes of fire guide me, right? Just in silence Ashes of my body loving you Just in silence Burning me, burning me alive. Burn me down with the sweetness of your fire Burn me down, burn me down. Burn me down Burn me down Burn me down Burning me down with the flames of your eyes Burning me down Burn me down with your eyes of fire.
2.
Not a single mistake Not a single misguided word Not a single note out of tune Everything seems so unreal with you I don’t believe in perfection Certainly something is not right I don’t believe in perfection Something is not right. I’m learning from my past I see their reflections in your eyes I have to hide behind someone you cannot hurt A person you won’t ever meet. Experience reminds me of the burns Others left in my soul It will be difficult to trust In someone new. Honesty is overrated Not everyone deserves to meet my real me I’m just scared of all the wounds a bad intended person might cause. Some words are sharp knives that can destroy the most precious dreams I’m just being careful, careful people don’t commit emotional suicides. I don’t believe in perfection Certainly something is not right I don’t believe in perfection Something is not right. I’m learning from my past I see their reflections in your eyes I have to hide behind someone you cannot hurt A person you won’t ever meet. Experience reminds me of the burns Others left in my soul It will be difficult to trust In someone new.
3.
Lately I’m not that sure anymore Blurry feelings, antagonist smiles Cycle of ups and downs with a dramatic touch Lately I’m getting desperate. We are crashing, falling down like heavy stones Destroying any kind of emotion inside my bones You can swear it, you can tell me everything you like but I don’t, I don’t, I don’t, I don’t Trust in words when facts are different from your statements I don’t, I don’t, I don’t Follow hypocrisy, I don’t risk my integrity I don’t, I don’t Play twisted games with my dignity. I’m tired of people that don’t say everything clearly I’m tired of double faced people everywhere I’m tired of walking in the same path of liars and deceptions Why do you want to waste my time? Why do you want to waste my time? You can swear it, you can tell me everything you like but I don’t, I don’t, I don’t, I don’t Trust in words when facts are different from your statements I don’t, I don’t, I don’t Follow hypocrisy, I don’t risk my integrity I don’t, I don’t Play twisted games with my dignity. I’m tired of double faced people everywhere I’m tired of liars and deceptions chasing me. You can swear it, you can tell me everything you like but I don’t, I don’t, I don’t, I don’t Trust in words when facts are different from your statements I don’t, I don’t, I don’t Follow hypocrisy, I don’t risk my integrity I don’t, I don’t Play twisted games with my dignity. Why do you want to waste my time? Why do you want to waste my time? You can swear it, you can tell me everything you like but I don’t, I don’t, I don’t, I don’t Trust in words when facts are different from your statements I don’t, I don’t, I don’t Follow hypocrisy, I don’t risk my integrity I don’t, I don’t Play twisted games with my dignity.
4.
Don’t talk to me as if I didn’t know you I’m not happy, I’m not angry either I know you will disappoint me again Good sides of reality won’t last forever. Expect the worst from everyone and they might surprise you I want to forget you Bittersweet images tie me up to you I don’t want to say goodbye to all the things we lived together. You make me feel like a stormy day where rainbows fight against the clouds Your hands enlighten my body You mouth enjoys every drop of me. Only you could Put my pieces back together Only you can Put me back together Expect the worst from everyone and they might surprise you I want to forget you Bittersweet images tie me up to you I don’t want to say goodbye to all the things we lived together. Only you could Put my pieces back together Only you can Put me back together
5.
You used to tell me how everything was going to be fine But you punish me with silence, with silence everyday The strength of your vowels against the edgy parts of my consonants And your absence everyday and everynight Duality between right behavior and your pride I don’t know anymore if you hate me, you hate me well. Funny thing that I’ve learned to live with your recall and not with you You stopped talking to me but nothing could go wrong Right? Right? And the crazy part comes when I say goodnight to you before I close my eyes You have not been since months, but you live with me in a sacred place a sacred place I call home I’m … Just missing you… Your absence hurts even more than our fights But you keep punishing me with silence everyday The taste of your skin is the one that blurs my mind But it is silence I can kiss and I can touch The smell of your hair and those tiny kisses you used to give me midnights Now they are gone, now they are dead Why do I allow you to disappear when I love you more than I’ve loved someone before Funny thing that I’ve learned to live with your recall and not with you I hope you didn’t stop feeling these things I feel for you... Right? Right? And the crazy part comes when I say goodnight to you before I close my eyes You have not been since months, but you live with me in a sacred place a sacred place I call home You have not been since months, but you live with me in a sacred place a sacred place I call home I’m… Just missing you…
6.
I don't want to hide this beautiful dragon inside of me That is eating everyday I don't share with you I only know how I'm feeling today (And that should be enough to cover us tonight) I just know that this feeling is growing and growing Let's fix this world tonight You and I I'm always with you Let's fix it for good No more places to hide With your smell hunting me Let's fix this world tonight I don't want to run away from my feelings anymore I don't want to run away from you I can't stop loving your insanity, I've tried it so many times And you can stop loving mine either Let's fix this world tonight You and I I'm always with you Let's fix it for good No more places to hide With your smell hunting me Let's fix it for good Spend with me your last breath, you know it will be smiling Even when I'm tired of you, I smile when I remember you You are not alone, I'm always with you... Let's have a beer somewhere you´ve never been before Let's take a plane and travel around the world Let me cook for you on the moon while I'm delighted with your skin I'm always with you, I'm always with you Let's fix this world tonight You and I I'm always with you Let's fix it for good No more places to hide With your smell hunting me Let's fix our world tonight You and I Spend with me your last breath Spend with me your last breath Spend with me your last breath Spend with me your last breath I'm always with you, I'm always with you I'm always with you, I'm always with you I'm always with you, I'm always with you I'm always with you, I'm always with you Spend with me your last breath Spend with me your last breath Spend with me your last breath Spend with me your last breath
7.
You don’t know how much I miss our conversations Besides the obvious your beauty goes beyond physical I guess we arrived to the point where is not need to lie, to lie anymore I guess we know each other enough, there is nothing to hide. You don’t know how much I miss all these days we escaped from our realities From that hotel room to the end of the world, I will never lock my doors for you I guess we arrived to the point where is not need to lie, to lie anymore I guess we know each other enough, there is nothing to hide. I feel so alive When I see you Your lips touching me Eyes that crucifies me So many pieces of you into me So many drops of me into you So many pieces of you into me So many drops of me into you So many pieces of you into me So many drops of me into you So many pieces of you into me So many drops of me into you. Stop denying I can feel you warm as blood through my veins Stop denying I can see you, you should stop trying to escape You are my treasure and I’m yours You are my treasure and I’m yours You are my treasure and I’m yours You are my treasure, yes you know that, you know that. So many pieces of you into me So many drops of me into you So many pieces of you into me So many drops of me into you So many pieces of you into me So many drops of me into you So much between us.
8.
I’m tired of chasing ghosts, I’m tired of imaging who you are You don’t know how to get me naked as I desire, you only undress me I wish I was not as broken as I am, I wish we had met before You taught me how to see my inner colors, but you left me alone with this that we had before The reason I still don’t know. All these deceptions inside me to meet finally who you are The way we shape our destinies is accepting who we are Tonight you escape from me to give your tears to another muse When I loved you the most you abandoned me, but that is how you are You are, you are, you are… You always tried to sink me into a pool full of existential problems You don’t realise how heavy is your baggage to carry Instead of letting issues go, you kept throwing stones into your own roof Into your own roof. All these deceptions inside me to meet finally who you are The way we shape our destinies is accepting who we are Tonight you escape from me to give your tears to another muse When I loved you the most you abandoned me, but that is how you are You are, you are, you are… Don’t allow the tenderness of my touch to escape from you Even if I’m not by your side You don’t deserve less, you don’t deserve less… You... My inspiration always you… You...
9.
You don’t need to say my name Noisy feelings trapped in your face Lost in smiles I walk through your pain. Love Your love The one that kills me, the one that sets me free. Past experiences haunting you I could give you everything Fear is a world for fools. You don’t need to say my name It is written in your soul Love is always brighter than pride. Love Your love The one that kills me, the one that sets me free. Past experiences haunting you I could give you everything Fear is a world for fools. Why didn’t you say goodbye to me? Why did you leave me alone with this mess? Why? Why? Did you already forget about me? Why didn’t you say goodbye to me? Why did you leave me alone with this mess? Why? Why did you do this to me? Why? Why?

about

The Gardener(2016) - The philosophy behind the album is based on the fact that in any interpersonal relationship, whether it is a friendship or a romantic connection, there is a duality between the one that participates in an active way (The Gardener) and the one that does it in a passive way (The Flower). All of us at some point in our lives have a role of a gardener and in other moments we are flowers.

We can all identify ourselves as the Gardener when we talk about a person we were looking after because we liked him or her, we wanted to know more about this person or we just wanted to spend more time with them, no matter what. We simply did everything possible to make things work.

On the other hand, we have also been in situations where someone was interested in us in a special way, but the feeling was not mutual. We still wanted to maintain a relationship because we liked other aspects of that person's character. To this behavior I refer to as the Flower.

That said, below are the chapters of this album. They are equal to an evolution of emotions expressed depending on how involved we are with the other person. In most cases we do not reach the final chapter because not all the people we meet will end up being of our interest.

1.-The Crush
The first meeting. Everything seems like it is a great chemistry and intellectual affinity.

2. Unwrap the Masks
The moment you notice something you do not like about the person you're meeting and you get into your defensive side.

3. The First Round
First confrontation between two obviously different human beings. An abrupt awakening of an idealistic perception you had before.

4. Hope
A moment of reflection and hope. We think of the positive side of having that person and we want to regain contact with him/her.

5. Silence
The most selfish phase where the story is led by our pride and does not allow us to say how we feel and how much we miss that person. We meditate about all what could and could not happen.

6. The Hunt
Determined to change everything, we go for what we want and what we like on that person.

7. Honesty & Sweetness
A moment of truth in which we detoxify our past and our egos and just let everything flow naturally, as it should have been from the beginning.

8. Acceptance
The acceptance of others as they are is a big step into happiness.

9. Closure
We will never know how we will change through time or how the person with whom we share our days will change. The key is to be open, to adapt and to live, just to live.

credits

released February 29, 2016

Mixed and mastered by Abraham Sarache
Cover Art by Iago Dominguez

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Experimenting with unique folk instruments and different music genres, Abraham Sarache's implementation of the venezuelan cuatro as a new tool for rock and metal music shows a new path for alternative sounds.

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